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it was him

We met in seventh grade. I walked into my house and just as I opened the front door, there he was staring straight at me, wide eyed. He seemed familiar but I wasn’t sure. I went to my room but could feel his gaze upon me. He started coming over more often; his cousin was my older brother’s best friend. He had huge eyes that stared at me almost without blinking, every time he saw me. He never broke eye contact and that made me blush. In my culture there’s a belief called “ojo,” meaning eye or more specifically, the evil eye. It is believed that if someone stares at you for too long without touching you, they send bad vibes that could make you sick, or drop your food. I know, Mexicans are weird. But it’s my culture and I believe it. I started getting headaches every time he left my house. My mom would always say “te hizo ojo, no ves como te miraba con sus ojotes?” He stared, I got sick. I believed the Mexicans. It wasn’t long before I started to develop a small crush for my admirer. Of c...

it was him

    It was him.

June 3, 2017

June 3, 2017, I was 22. I saw him again after 4 years. He changed so much yet his eyes were still the eyes that stared at me almost 10 years ago . I was in love all over. I didn’t wait this time. I told him I loved him that night.

prom

We went to prom and it was just as magical as “the week.”

the beach

It all happened in slow motion. Seeing him again after 3 years, dancing, staying awake until the sun came up, laying in the grass, playing volleyball, going to the beach, our first kiss.. 

the doodle

  He drew a doodle of himself on his office pass and wrote his name in elementary school handwriting. He gave it to me and told me to use it as a bookmark.